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Cruel Summer


A novel published in English by Bernard Jan, Zagreb, 2021. Kindle Edition, February 28, 2021, ASIN: B08X6JZKRM, ISBN: 978-953-59581-6-1. Paperback, March 8, 2021, ISBN: 978-953-59581-7-8.


Originally published in Croatian as Okrutno ljeto by Dvostruka duga, Čakovec, 2014, ISBN 978-953-287-154-8. Unpublished in English. 


All he wants to do is skate. But they have other plans for him.

Michael Daniels is seventeen and dreams to enter professional skateboarding contests. But beneath New Manhattan, a city under the oppressive shadow of climate change, exists another world altogether—secret laboratories which threaten society as he knows it.

Those with power will get what they want. No price is too high, even if it means making someone special or robbing them of their dignity, freedom . . . or life.

The price is too high for Michael, though. He has endured his stepfather’s abuse and mind games for almost as long as he remembers. Until one day he takes matters into his own hands, ruining the lives of those he loves most. And his skateboarding friends, Alien and Victor, are his only hope for freedom.

When there is no hope left, friendship is what remains.

A World Without Color


A novella published in English by Bernard Jan, Zagreb, 2017. Kindle Edition, July 1, 2017, ASIN: B071FTK9HV, ISBN: 978-953-59581-0-9. Paperback, September 13, 2017, ISBN: 978-953-59581-1-6.


Originally published  in Croatian as Svijet bez boja by Epifanija, Zagreb, 2008, ISBN 978-953-7077-08-2. 

One story. Two endings. Genuine and fictional. Which ending is yours? 


What do you say to someone who is dying? And what do you say when that someone can't understand a word you are saying? How do you comfort each other throughout... and beyond?

My love, if you go away in a few days, the world will lose its colors and darken like the land of Mordor. If you go away and leave me to wander aimlessly, alone in this sea become wild, like a ship with a broken rudder and drowned sailors, and if I don't find comfort in the warmth of your body, clutched in my embrace at the end of the day, I'm afraid I won't survive.  

"I don't regret anything. Marcel was not only my cat, he was my everything. My brother, my friend, my world shrank in a soft gray-striped furry ball."—Bernard Jan

Powerful. Emotional. Honest. A heartfelt and moving novella.

Translated into English by Bernard Jan
Editing and proofreading by Philip Newey, Thomas Carley Jr. and Kath Middleton
Cover design by Mario Kožar MKM Media
Cover photo by Zach Singh


Look for Me Under the Rainbow


A novella published in English by Bernard Jan, Zagreb, 2018. Kindle Edition, April 15, 2018, ASIN: B07C7JGMNG, ISBN: 978-953-59581-2-3. Paperback, May 9, 2018, ISBN: 978-953-59581-3-0. First published by Minerva Press, London, 1998, ISBN 1-86106-831-X.


Originally published in Croatian as Potraži me ispod duge by Naklada Slon, Zagreb, 1993, ISBN 953-6203-01-4; Genesis, Zagreb, 2004, ISBN 953-6785-23-4 ; Katarina Zrinski, Varaždin, 2008, ISBN 978-953-236-160-5 and Katarina Zrinski, Varaždin, 2015, ISBN 978-953-236-241-1.

Sometimes all you need is a big heart and burning desire.

Danny, a curious harp seal pup, has soft white fur and black innocent eyes. Helen is an environmentalist and member of a young activist crew of the Rainbow Warriors. Their mission is to save animals.


As winter turns into spring, a new generation of seal pups comes to life. A few weeks later, the killing begins. Against a spectacular backdrop of ice and snow, Helen prepares to look horrific human cruelty in the face.


I do not doubt I have a big heart and burning desire, but is that enough for a person to become a Rainbow Warrior, or is there something better? Something only some of us manage to turn into what we have long missed—humanity.

In the race against time and clubs, will Helen save Danny before the hunt begins and the ice turns red?

Though written for younger readers, Look for Me Under the Rainbow will appeal to anyone who cherishes our beautiful planet and wishes to protect its treasures.


Buy this book by Bernard Jan, the author of A World Without Color, and experience another emotional journey.

For years Look for Me Under the Rainbow has been listed in a program for elementary schools in Croatia as a reading of choice for seventh graders. 

January River


A novel published in English by Bernard Jan, Zagreb, 2020. Kindle Edition, April 3, 2020, ASIN: B086LJJC8V, ISBN: 978-953-59581-4-7. Paperback, April 20, 2020, ISBN: 978-953-59581-5-4.

Originally published in Croatian as January River by Epifanija, Zagreb, 2007, ISBN 978-953-7077-07-5 .


Five friends. One dog. One river carrying a secret.


When one of their friends goes missing, everything comes crashing down for the small group of childhood friends in the small town of Greenfield. Ethan takes it hard. Then he loses his dog, his only consolation.


Hoping to start anew, Ethan leaves Greenfield and moves to New York City. Far from the ghosts of his childhood and the river that gives and takes life. There he finds his one true love and builds a career as a bestselling author.

But how long will Ethan’s happiness last as doubts creep back into him and shatter his reality? And will his reconciliation with the past come at too great a price?

All rivers carry their secrets, but not every river keeps its secret forever.


In this heartwarming coming-of-age literary fiction with episodes of mystery and romance cross-genre story, Bernard Jan, the author of Look for Me Under the Rainbow and A World Without Color, speaks of true friendship, first darlings, and real loves. With gentle words he describes our connection with nature and love for our four-legged friends who quickly become honorable members of our families, but also tells about the dark secrets we carry in our hearts. 

Postcards from Beyond Reality: The Selected Poems of Michael Daniels


Originally published in Croatian as Razglednice s one strane stvarnosti - Odabrane pjesme Michaela Danielsa by Hrvatska akademija znanosti i umjetnosti, Forum, mjesečnik razreda za književnost Hrvatske akademije znanosti i umjetnosti, Year XXXXII. Book LXXIV. No. 1-3. Zagreb, Spring 2003, ISSN 0015-8445. Unpublished in English. 


In a cocktail of melancholy, sorrow, hunger, desire and a love for life, Michael Daniels’ poetry is a fine mixture of Rimbaud’s, Shakespeare’s, and Jim Carroll’s. While giving a nod to these great poetic role models, Daniels’ poetry remains peculair, recognizable and unique.
Daniels’ poetry is full of images and symbolism; for some readers it may be too dark or even too brutal. But one should always keep in mind the traumatic experiences in which it was created. (For example, many years of abuse and blackmail by his stepfather, a failed relationship with his girlfriend, the death of his mother.) Having this in mind, Michaels’ poetry, despite his personal good, cheerful and generous nature, is raw, cruel, dark and rough. Sitting opposite this work, however, are his other poems that are delicate, gentle, emotional, nostalgic, dreamy and filled with inexhaustible source of love for his mother, friends, life in general, and especially for skateboarding. Between these two extremes, one can find a few romantically-themed poems.


How can we characterize and summarize Daniels’ poetry in one word? The avant-garde? Extravagant? Alternative? Underground? It is difficult to pinpoint the exact word, as his poetry encompasses all of these descriptors. 


Michael Daniels is the main character in Bernard Jan's novel Cruel Summer. With the Daniels’ sister’s blessing, Jan has chosen about sixty of Michael’s poems to present in the collection of selected poems titled Postcards From Beyond Reality.

      © 2015-2021 By Bernard Jan   |   Author, novelist and poet